Sweet Kadence

Today it has been 4 years since our sweet little grandbaby Kadence passed away. This is my favorite picture of her and I'll tell you why in a minute. The doctors discovered there was a problem 6 weeks before she was suppose to be born, but didn't know what it was or what was causing it. So they took her c-section. They did all sorts of tests and discovered she had a heart valve that didn't form correctly. She would need heart surgery to repair or replace the valve. She spent 4 weeks in the NICU at Utah Valley and then was transfered to Primary Childrens when she had a set back. At 10 weeks they did the surgery. They replaced the valve with an artificial one and thought the surgery was a great success. But about 8 hours after the surgery her heart just stopped.
I am so grateful for the precious 10 weeks we got to spend with her. I felt very strongly the Lords love and care during this time. I know he carried me through and I'm so grateful for the knowledge I have of the Plan of Salvation. I was able to trust in the Lord and have felt such peace and comfort.
As for this picture of her. We took this just a couple of days before she passed away. There were many days that she was not very alert because of all the medication she was on. But this day was a day I will always treasure. Bree got to dress her in a cute little outfit and hold her. She looked darling. She was so alert and engaging. But she kept looking up over her right shoulder and just stared there. I know she was looking at someone. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that there were loved ones from the other side there giving her strength and comfort to endure the trials of her short earthly life. I know they were there to welcome her home and that is why I love this picture. Kadence I love you and miss you! I am trying to live my life in a manner that I will be worthy to be with you on the other side. Thank you for the lessons you have taught me.